Anxiety of newness

01/sep/2020

                           ~.~ 

We with our defined characteristic of personality

Distant apart, felt loved, yet intact individuality!

Distance! is amusing thing.. 

Too much of it leads missing our loved ones 

Too less, creates suffocation & uneasiness in tons

Likewise, how perfect is the relationship with the dead & divine

No fear of stepping into other's persona borderline

With all of it, the fears of commitment seemed to rise

Anxious thoughts kept awake at nights

Sharing & caring seems but obvious with love

Force however, gives beauty a hefty shove

All answers seems blurred, none transparent 

For it was the future worry in the present

Trust, is pure,  isn't built in a day

Relationships are hard work they say

'Haqq', authority on loved ones like a property is justified

Results in an imbalanced society with false pride 

With all of the fears and anxious thoughts within her

She takes a deep breath!, closed eyes made all blur..

For, Life..

 we live forward but understand backwards

To try our best and hope the rest is the wat to move forwards..