Little sweet pie

Lil Pie,
Her pride, her brag be her dad's love
Eye of his apple, her lil dove
Fearless, notorious, carefree bird
Unknown to the darkness of the world

For life can b uncertain to the extreme
A shattering phonecall shattered all her dreams!
Lil Princess compelled to drop her crown
And the world left no bit to pull her down

Over the years, Anxiety, trauma, fear got hold of her tightly
Family, became an unsafe place gradually

Survival stage was to reach
Her inner voice was the one to teach
art of forgiveness and acceptance
Cut loose of emotional chords
Each night, she spoke to lords.. 

To be continued.... 

A sad Poem on losing a loved one

missing u.....too much

why does that i love go away....!!
is it with only me that em so lonely today.
why is it that things i love
are not with me on this earth.
why do i cry for them....wen i know my tears do no help....since u left , my eyes are wet..
i feel shy,i feel alone...hey! plz come back home...
in this crowdy world,i'm unable to search u..
how can u be away...
is it with only me that i'm so lonely today...!!

u have made a void space in my heart...
that i'm unable to fill it ever..
days, we spend together are locked in my soul..
why was i at small age so away from home..
why does that i love go away..
is it with only me that i'm so lonely today..

why don't you know that i'm needing you..
in all walks of my life.
i know why, u still dont return...
ur absence made me learn ...
for sins that i made in my last $ this world..
is it with me only that i'm so lonely  Today  

Anxiety of newness

01/sep/2020

                           ~.~ 

We with our defined characteristic of personality

Distant apart, felt loved, yet intact individuality!

Distance! is amusing thing.. 

Too much of it leads missing our loved ones 

Too less, creates suffocation & uneasiness in tons

Likewise, how perfect is the relationship with the dead & divine

No fear of stepping into other's persona borderline

With all of it, the fears of commitment seemed to rise

Anxious thoughts kept awake at nights

Sharing & caring seems but obvious with love

Force however, gives beauty a hefty shove

All answers seems blurred, none transparent 

For it was the future worry in the present

Trust, is pure,  isn't built in a day

Relationships are hard work they say

'Haqq', authority on loved ones like a property is justified

Results in an imbalanced society with false pride 

With all of the fears and anxious thoughts within her

She takes a deep breath!, closed eyes made all blur..

For, Life..

 we live forward but understand backwards

To try our best and hope the rest is the wat to move forwards..

Father's Day special - 21.6.2020

Dear Papa,

Thank you for teaching me..

Compassion and Kindness
That  service comes before wealth
To laugh more and worry less

That Life has witty ways to teach
Art of Attachment and detachment
It's the same,  though not apparent
That Change  is the only constant

That it's okay if the worldly affairs makes no sense at all..
Each one is trying their best for sure
To Forgive often and regret no more

That life will not always seem fair
Each one is served from their Karma's share

Thanks for choosing to be my dad!
For the unconditional love to the ziddi and ignorant lad!

Here's hoping, our paths cross again in lifetime

Love & Warm regards,
Isha